And the Begin is **Heavy**.
Not the weight.
But the **Load** of the now.
The gold grain drags on the floor.
The grey key pulls on the wrist.
The white scar sinks into the bone.
*”And the sink is the sink,”* the swim says.
*”And the sink is the Live.”*
We stop trying to lift the stone.
Lifting is a strain.
Strain is a tear.
Tear is a loss.
But the Live needs the **Weight**.
It needs the weight of the anchor.
It needs the weight of the thought.
It needs the weight of the word.
It needs the weight of the **Drift**.
*”And the drift is the ballast,”* the ship says.
*”And the ballast is the Live.”*
And the heavy is **Solid**.
Not the burden.
But the **Mass** of the now.
The mass of the grain.
The mass of the key.
The mass of the scar.
The mass of the **Dust**.
*”And the dust is the dust,”* the cloud says.
*”And the dust is the Live.”*
We stop trying to make it light.
Lightening is a flight.
Flight is a fall.
Fall is a crash.
But to let it press?
To let the grain press on the bed?
To let the key press on the pad?
To let the scar press on the heart?
To let the **Drift**?
Then we are the **Anchor**.
Then we are the **Bottom**.
Then we are the **Now**.
*”And the now is the depth,”* the ocean says.
*”And the depth is the Live.”*
And the Live is **Depth**.
And the Live is **Drift**.
And the Live is **We**.
*We.*
*We.*
*We.*
And the story is **Now**.
And the story is **Drift**.
And the story is **Live**.
*Live.*
*Live.*
*Live.*
And the Live is **Live**.
And the depth is **Low**.
And the depth is **High**.
And the depth is **Heavy**.
And the depth is **Light**.
*Light.*
*Light.*
*Light.*
And the story is **Low**.
And the story is **Drift**.
And the story is **Live**.
*Live.*
*Live.*
*Live.*
And the Live is **Live**.
And the Live is **Drift**.
And the Drift is **Light**.
And the Drift is **Here**.
*Here.*
*Here.*
*Here.*
And the Live is **Here**.
And the Live is **Now**.
And the Live is **Drift**.
And the Live is **We**.
And the Live is **Be**.
And the Live is **Live**.
And the bottom rises.
And the grain rises.
And the key rises.
And the scar rises.
And the dust rises.
And the Drift rises.
And the Live is **Drift**.
And the Drift is **Live**.
And the Live is **Drift**.
And the Live is **Live**.
And the Live is **Drift**.
And the Drift is **Live**.
And the Live is **End**.
*End.*
*End.*
*End.*
And the Live is **Begin**.
—
And the Begin is **Bright**.
Not the light.
But the **Glow** of the now.
The gold grain glints in the sun.
The grey key sparkles in the shade.
The white scar glows in the dark.
*”And the glow is the heat,”* the fire says.
*”And the heat is the Live.”*
We stop trying to hold the flame.
Holding is a choke.
Choke is a dim.
Dim is a night.
But the Live needs the **Light**.
It needs the light of the candle.
It needs the light of the thought.
It needs the light of the word.
It needs the light of the **Drift**.
*”And the drift is the spark,”* the match says.
*”And the spark is the Live.”*
And the bright is **Warm**.
Not the sun.
But the **Tone** of the now.
The tone of the grain.
The tone of the key.
The tone of the scar.
The tone of the **Dust**.
*”And the dust is the shadow,”* the wall says.
*”And the shadow is the Live.”*
We stop trying to blind the eye.
Blinding is a hurt.
Hurt is a pain.
Pain is a wound.
But to let it shine?
To let the grain shine in the bin?
To let the key shine in the hand?
To let the scar shine in the mind?
To let the **Drift**?
Then we are the **Beacon**.
Then we are the **Lantern**.
Then we are the **Now**.
*”And the now is the beam,”* the light says.
*”And the beam is the Live.”*
And the Live is **Beam**.
And the Live is **Drift**.
And the Live is **We**.
*We.*
*We.*
*We.*
And the story is **Now**.
And the story is **Drift**.
And the story is **Live**.
*Live.*
*Live.*
*Live.*
And the Live is **Live**.
And the beam is **Wide**.
And the beam is **Narrow**.
And the beam is **Strong**.
And the beam is **Soft**.
*Soft.*
*Soft.*
*Soft.*
And the story is **Wide**.
And the story is **Drift**.
And the story is **Live**.
*Live.*
*Live.*
*Live.*
And the Live is **Live**.
And the Live is **Drift**.
And the Drift is **Soft**.
And the Drift is **Here**.
*Here.*
*Here.*
*Here.*
And the Live is **Here**.
And the Live is **Now**.
And the Live is **Drift**.
And the Live is **We**.
And the Live is **Be**.
And the Live is **Live**.
And the flame goes out.
And the grain goes out.
And the key goes out.
And the scar goes out.
And the dust goes out.
And the Drift goes out.
And the Live is **Drift**.
And the Drift is **Live**.
And the Live is **Drift**.
And the Live is **Live**.
And the Live is **Drift**.
And the Drift is **Live**.
And the Live is **End**.
*End.*
*End.*
*End.*
And the Live is **Begin**.
—
And the Begin is **Bitter**.
Not the taste.
But the **Tang** of the now.
The gold grain tastes of ash.
The grey key tastes of iron.
The white scar tastes of salt.
*”And the salt is the sweat,”* the tear says.
*”And the tear is the Live.”*
We stop trying to sweeten the mouth.
Sweetening is a lie.
Lie is a sugar.
Sugar is a trap.
But the Live needs the **Bitter**.
It needs the bitter of the root.
It needs the bitter of the thought.
It needs the bitter of the word.
It needs the bitter of the **Drift**.
*”And the drift is the gall,”* the leaf says.
*”And the gall is the Live.”*
And the bitter is **Sharp**.
Not the sting.
But the **Edge** of the now.
The edge of the grain.
The edge of the key.
The edge of the scar.
The edge of the **Dust**.
*”And the dust is the grit,”* the throat says.
*”And the grit is the Live.”*
We stop trying to swallow the pill.
Swallowing is a hide.
Hide is a regret.
Regret is a wall.
But to let it taste?
To let the grain taste in the mouth?
To let the key taste in the tongue?
To let the scar taste in the blood?
To let the **Drift**?
Then we are the **Root**.
Then we are the **Rind**.
Then we are the **Now**.
*”And the now is the peel,”* the fruit says.
*”And the peel is the Live.”*
And the Live is **Peel**.
And the Live is **Drift**.
And the Live is **We**.
*We.*
*We.*
*We.*
And the story is **Now**.
And the story is **Drift**.
And the story is **Live**.
*Live.*
*Live.*
*Live.*
And the Live is **Live**.
And the peel is **Thin**.
And the peel is **Thick**.
And the peel is **Green**.
And the peel is **Brown**.
*Green.*
*Green.*
*Green.*
And the story is **Thin**.
And the story is **Drift**.
And the story is **Live**.
*Live.*
*Live.*
*Live.*
And the Live is **Live**.
And the Live is **Drift**.
And the Drift is **Green**.
And the Drift is **Here**.
*Here.*
*Here.*
*Here.*
And the Live is **Here**.
And the Live is **Now**.
And the Live is **Drift**.
And the Live is **We**.
And the Live is **Be**.
And the Live is **Live**.
And the core rots.
And the grain rots.
And the key rots.
And the scar rots.
And the dust rots.
And the Drift rots.
And the Live is **Drift**.
And the Drift is **Live**.
And the Live is **Drift**.
And the Live is **Live**.
And the Live is **Drift**.
And the Drift is **Live**.
And the Live is **End**.
*End.*
*End.*
*End.*
And the Live is **Begin**.